Sunday, 28 February 2010

.survey'my current life in 90 question

 aku kononnya,hahahaha

1. What was the highlight of your week? assigment??

2. Whose car were you in last? my pak su car, yesterday

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? when i balek rumah next week, kiss mom

4. What color shirt are you wearing? black

5. How long is your hair? yeah, suda semakin panjang,huhuhu'amat sukee

6. Are you good looking? not at all

7. Last movie you watched? the times travellers wife, superb movie 'i dont want you to wait'*tagline nye

8. Who were you with? alone, my rumate ke sebelah

9. Last thing you ate? bubur kacang

10. Last thing you drank? teh

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken? when i cant buy satu novel yg i nak sgt, haha time to bajet'ngeeh*okeh, itu tipu.

12. Who came over last? owh tadi enot singgah skejap... sembang sat

13. Are you happy right now? entah,

14. What did you say last? 'babai' dekat enot

15. Where is your phone? sebelah neh

16. What color are your eyes? black, ada org kata sedikit brown.. entah

17. Are you left-handed? nope

18. Spell your name without vowels: st nrshkrh shm

19. Do you have any pets? yup,

20. Favorite Vacation? owh manyak,hahaha

21. What do you dislike currently? masa yg singkat??haha

22. What are you listening to? wake me up by sept by green day, owh

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? hmm can i save this sampai i really need it??hehe

24. What is your favorite scent? lavender

25. Who makes you happiest? people around me

26. What were you doing at midnight last night? online'

27. When is your birthday? 15 december, hadiah please??haha

28. Who has the same phone as you? don know.. don care

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool? i cant swim,huh

30. Do you read your horoscope? sometimes

31. Where was the last place you bought something? mesin refill water yg air berperisa kat bwh... 80sen utk blackcurrant

32. How do you feel about your hair right now? amat berbangga,haha sbb berjaya simpan rambut

33. Do you bite your nails? sometimes

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery? amat tiada,haha

35. Do you have any expensive jewelery? heh, kan dah cakap tadi

36. Myspace or facebook? facebook,'ngeeh

37. How fast have you driven a car? haha,

38. Have you ever smoked? tidak pernah..

39. What was or is your favorite subject in school? english,huhu

40. Do you have Verizon? owh tiada' eh verizon tu hape erk?

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for? thats subjective,hehe ngelat

42. Do you have any hidden talents? masih berfikir, ape eh?

43. Favorite Song? 1,2,3,4 and write you a song by plain white t, iris ost' amat sedey lagu itu,huhu, manyk-manyak, em ruang rindu by letto,

44. Do you like to sing at all? yeah, amat sukee..hahaha

45. Do you love your family? yeah, absolutely

46. Where does most of your family live? perak. owh ok, tapit di perlis.

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings? 3 other sib, 2 younger bro n 1 younger sis

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? haha, sometimes

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up? 'dah pukul berapa sekarang?'

50. Do you drink? nopela kalu "drink" yg that type..

51. Know any other languages? pernah belajar arab n mandarin, tapi reti cakap, malay je..hahahah

52. Ever write a coded message? owh pernah2, zaman sekolah dolu2

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding? really IN belom pernah la,haha

54. Do you have any children? not yet

55. Did you take a nap today? owh belom sempat

56. Who has the same birthday as you? belom jumpa

57. Ever met anyone famous before? entah, rasenye belom kot

58. Do you want to be famous one day? tak terfikir,

59. Any Pet Peeves? utk masa neh belom ada,

60. Are you multitasking right now? ya, dengar lagu, makan kerepek, blogging

61. Do you like Britany Spears? nope

62. What is your least favorite chore? kemas my own room,haha

63. Last place you drove your car? heh, malas nak jawab dah..

64. Ever been out of the country? not yet

65. Where were you born? sg petani, kedah

66. Could you handle being in the military? amat tidak boleh,haha

67. What is your average cell phone bill? tak pakai bill

68. Who are you thinking about right now? hmm aida, my friend kenapa beliau tetibe sign out??

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard? couldnt recall

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own? haha, next question please!!

71. Are your toes always painted? nope

72. How many piercings do you have? ear piercings only, tp tak pernah pakai subang, allergeik

73. What are you doing today? manyak


74. Have you ever been gambling? nope,

75. When is the last time you updated your page? tadi, wat survey gak.. owh sooo boring,huhu

76. Do you like rollercoasters? tak suke, but wish utk cube..haha

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world? penang island pernah la,haha

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character? suka gitu2 je pada spongebob,


79. Last thing you cooked? masak laksa waktu balik rumah, cuti mid sem  haritu..haha, dah lama berlalu

80. How's the weather? panas and kemarau

81. Do you e-mail? kadang-kadang

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone? tertinggalkan kt libry, then satu enjels tolong selematkan,hehe

83. Last time you were sick? sakit perut kira tak??

84. What states have you lived in? penang.

85. Do you wish you could move? takla, i prefer usm dihatiku

86. Do you take all the QuizPox.com quizzes? belum pernah try, later la..

87. What is your dream car? ntah, tak pernah fikir pon..

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have? hmm..

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be? tido dengan my mom malam neh..huhu

90. Are you happy with your life? maybe ada banyak perkara berserabut yg aku perlu betulkan, atau ada sesetengah yang aku takkan dapat betulkan, but still, i chose happy..

.cik kiki.

.survey'getting to know me

Getting to know me. 25 questions!


1. Where were you 3 hours ago? club meeting


2. Who are you in love with? hmm


3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? owh, maybe waktu tadika ku,hahaha


4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? my modem


5. When is the last time you went to the mall? last week


6. Are you wearing socks right now? nope


7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? nope


8. When was the last time you drove out of town? i cant drive


9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? nope


10. Are you hot? yeah, cuaca sekarang..


11. What was the last thing you had to drink? air teh + bubur kacang


12. What are you wearing right now? shirt


13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? dont hink about it yet


14. Last food that you ate? bubur kacang


15. Where were you last week at this time? dalam bilik and online.. same as this week,huh


16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? nope


17. When is the last time you ran? forgot


18. What's the last sporting event you watched? usm fc vs harimau muda, its suck


19. What is your favorite animal? cat?


20. Your dream vacation? with my dream one,hahaha


21. Last person's house you were in? my cik yah house, dari semalam till ptg td


22. Worst injury you've ever had? alhamdulillah belum ada


23. Have you been in love? hmm


24. Do you miss anyone right now? yup, a lot of lot


25. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? owh that too secret,ahaha

Aku harap untuk cepat dewasa

 
itu aku

aku harap dapat cepat dewasa. 
kerja dan punya duit sendiri supaya ayah tak perlu kerja lagi.
supaya ayah dapat duduk kat rumah dengan mak, dengan aisyah,
supaya ayah dapat hantar dan ambil aisyah sekolah,
supaya aisyah ada semua memori yang aku tak ada,
supaya ayah dapat minum teh buatan mak bila je ayah nak,
supaya ayah dapat tumpukan masa beribadat,
supaya aku dapat telefon ayah bila-bila masa,
supaya ayah tak lenguh belakang,
supaya aku bila balik dapat tengok tv dengan ayah,
supaya dapat makan sama-sama selalu,
supaya kami tak tunggu hari ahad untuk makan sama,
supaya ayah dapat tengok aisyah membesar,
supaya ayah dapat buat apa ayah nak buat,

aku harap untuk cepat dewasa,
sungguh,
cepatlah dewasa.

.siti nurshakirah suhaimi.

Friday, 26 February 2010

.the ugly side of me


hari ini adalah hari melayan perasaan sedunia. aku lost. hate this feeling. aku cuma cakap sepatah dua je, berkurung dalam bilik, even aku cuma say "hai" kat depan bilik kalai je, itupun sebab aku nak pergi toilet then lalu depan bilik diaorang. aku tak pergi bilik diorang, aku blur, then aku mereng tahap yg teruk. tahap hyper. aku tak turun bila diorang ajak makan, aku tak ikut dioarang bila diorang nak turun pergi beli laici kang, even aku tak pesan apa-apa pon. entah, aku memang macam neh, ada detik-detik yang aku malas nak layan sesiapa pon, sebab ada banyak benda yang dok berserabai dalam otak aku. ada banyak detik yang bila aku gembira, aku gembira dan bila aku moody aku buat muka.  bukan aku ada masalah apa-apa dengan diorang, in fact, semalam kitaorang sempat mencipta kenangan indah bersama, kitaorang keluar jalan-jalan tengok muvie, makan-makan. aku cuma  perlukan waktu nak adjust otak sekejap,
*itu kelemahan aku, moody. aku cuma sedang cuba tenangkan hati sendiri.

diorang accept aku untuk siapa aku. aku yang suka berperangai sesuka hati, jawab sepatah dua bila tak aada perasaan nak bercakap, but still they accept me for who i am. entah, aku ni bukannya perempuan baik sangat, bukan gadis ayu mayu yang berciri perempuan melayu terakhir, tapi syukur alhamdulillah, aku selalu ditemukan dengan orang yang memahami dan memilih untuk terima aku seadanya.

aku rasa kalau manusia lain tadi, melihat perangai hodoh aku. rasanya dah tampar dah kot muka aku.haha, takpun 'bo layan' je kat aku. dari tengah hari tadi, si mel datang and try cakap dengan aku  tapi aku layan ala-ala je kot. sebab aku amat malas nak bercakap, entah, aku benci betul dengan perangai aku, perangai hodoh aku.. but sure diorang understand me, tadi ym dengan kalai, okey beliau kat bilik sebelah je then aku cakap ;

aku: weh sorila eh
aku : aku mereng sikit
aku: hari neh
aku: ahahahahaa
aku: ingat kat mak mertua*itu hanyalah retorik tipu, aku masih berstatus single mingle
kalai: kepala hotak hg
kalai: aku tau ang mereng,
kalai:sebab tu aku x nak kacau
aku: weh tu pujian ka kutukan?
aku: ???
aku: hahahaaha
kalai: kutukan
kalai: hahaha
aku: kuang hasam
aku: i report mak mertua i
kalai: emoticon*ketawa guling-guling
then si mel yang keluar makan kat kafe datang, sebelum dia pergi kafe ada datang bilik aku. tanya aku nak pesan apa-apa tak, then aku jawab; tak ada*dan terus online. si mel neh balik kafe belikan aku telur goreng then cakap; *ginilah lebih kurang,
"kiki, aku nak belikan nasi tadi tapi takut ang marah lak sebab ang tak pesan, hang tak makan pape pon, aku belikan telur mata, kot-kot ang nak makan dengan megi".
dan sesungguhnya si mel memang sabar melayan perfangai hodoh aku,
petang tadi selepas aku tolak ajakan diorang nak turun kafe, dia datang beli air laici kang, nak bagi aku rasa, siap suapkan segala.
petang tadi waktu aku pegi mandi, panggil aku "baby" dengan nada happy walaupun aku membuat muka masam kerepot macam nenek kebayan.
mereka terima aku seadanya. bukan waktu muka aku ketawa gumbira saja, mereka tetap terima aku bila aku tunjukkan  muka sebenar aku.
*maaf untuk perangai hodoh aku hari ni.
+promise, aku akan cuba mengimprove kan diri.

maybe sometimes, untuk orang yang kita sayang dan sayangkan kita, kita patut letak tepi perasaan sendiri. cheer them up, sebab most of their time, diorang fikirkan nak gembirakan kita.

.cik kiki.





Wednesday, 24 February 2010

.menyanyi lalalalalala




salam,
lama tak membelog. aku amat tidak bermood baek beberapa hari lepas. ntah syek syahdu jek. dan seingat aku, aku belom pnah menulis belog ketika aku syahdu,hoho*amat tidak pandai mengunakan perkataan. aku bukan open sangat, aku pilih share happy thing dari share mende syahdu-syahdu gini.hahha. ntah, kita lebih suka orang tengok kita happy dari bermuka nanges. huh, sumpah amat teruk rupa i bila nanges. *siries

ok, drop the subject*macam sengal je merepek tentang nanges. meh kita bercakap tentang mende yang hepi-hepi


kucen gumuks sedang berkaraoke'hahaha amat comei



baru balek bersuka ria dari bilik kalai, ala bilik sebelah je. kitaorang buat aktiviti karaoke malam selasa,hahaha. manyak jugak la lagu yg telah berjaya di sumbang mambangkan. okeh, kalai amat gigih, *had to mention here sebab beliau telah mendownload lirik-lirik yang kitaorng nak nyanyi. hehe.

mula dengan lagu thousand miles, owh aku amat sukeenye lagu ini. haha,
then cuba nyanyi lagu jepun, amat lawak.. yang part jepun main bantai jek, bila korus yg english part baru nyanyi kuat-kuat. erm nyanyi lagu flavour of life then first love by utada hikaru. then manyak-manyak lagu lain lagi,
then, lagu if you not the one.. owh aku juge amat suka lagu ini.

eh takkan nak letak gambar encik kucing je tgh karaoke kan?? perlu la letak gambar tuan punya belog gak. ok, finally inilah aku waktu karaoke tadi. amat teruk............
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p/s; yey, aku dapat keje part time kat kedai jam and hand bag, huhu. hujung minggu jela, okey nanti kita sembang about that. sekarang aku dah penat menaip*alasan bodoh.

okey,
gumbira-gumbira
papai
.cik kiki.

Friday, 19 February 2010

.taking things for granted


(entry yg bersifat menasihati diri sendiri)

sila tekan sini

okeh itu adalah aku nyer critical reading n writing nyer assigment. soalannye?? perlu kah tahu, seperti nama subjeknye juga, amat critical. haha, tapi itu bukan tajuk perbincangan kita pada hari ini. tapi tentang tajuknya sahaja "taking things for granted"

okeh tajuk itu;
*owh amat tepat mengena lubang hidung sendiri, okey ini bukan hanya aku yang cakap tapi kami, kami and kami.
no doubt, she's good, erm really good with word. guna satu artikel yg tajuknye bersifat reverse osmosis utk di kaji dgn bahagia oleh all stud,
okeh aku belum mula lagi,
aku amat menepati tajuk artikel tersebut,"taking things for granted" *okey hanya dua page untuk di bebelkan, dan ada lagi 3 hari sebelum 23hb.
*masa yang panjang kan murid-murid???

becakap pasal "taking things for granted neh" my expertise*buat muka segan, ceh
dan selepas membaca artikel tersebut, aku amat terasa ker segenap jiwa
*
mengongla kalau tak terasa,
huh sudah manyaknye aku mnyia-nyiakan masa..
masa itu emas, *okey tidak perlu ulang semua kata-kata hikmat tersebut, semua orang amat tahu....
tapi lupa,
lupa, and
asyik je...
lupa..
*huh, buat muka blur

okey, harap lepas ni tidak lagi LUPA.
sila manfaatkan 24jam masa kita. untuk dunia dan juga akhirat.
okeh, salam..
ketemu lagi
indahkan semua masa kita,,

.cik kiki.


p/s; nak 100% for this eseyment leh?? *amat harap utk tahu my lecture nye belog so i can link this post with her... hahaha, ada berani???





Thursday, 18 February 2010

.my bestie

itu mel, kalai and aku.. my bestie
and i luv mereka damn much..huhu
baru y.m ngn mel, em kalai baru pas nepon aku..
mel ade kat sebelah jek..*ceh tu pun nak ym..hahaha
kalai kat umah, missing her..
kitaorang selalu cakap, macam later,
after grad,
musti rindu tahap dewa punya..
insyaAllah kitaorg janji nak still like this.. sampai bila2..
even dah jadi nenek orang, still friend sampai bila2..
hidup nie unique..
kita takkan pernah sangka dalam hidup nie kita akan bertemu..

okey waktu semester satu,
aku jarang cakap dgn mel, aku assume dia mcm err.... "serius"
dia pon tak pernah tegur aku, sebab seperti orang lain fikir "aku nie bermuka sombong"
huh, tolonglah... stop label org from ur first impression
rubbish
there's more than what we can see by eyes..

macam aku and mel.. we end up jadi bestie..
mel adalah melissa edward,
mix iban and chinese
sarawakian
even kadang-kadang aku blur bila dia dok klaka srawak..
but then,
she's still my bestie

yg sebelahnye kalai..
kalaivani kalimuthu...
pure penang..
kegemaran masa lapang adalah membebel..
hahaha, like me..
nie pon kadang-kadang buat aku blur bila dia cakap tamil,
she's always my bestie..

beyond words,
sebab
ade banyak benda tak perlukan perkataan.
dan kat sini aku tak perlukan entry panjang utk describe everything,

luv them mucho2..

.cik kiki.

Friday, 12 February 2010

.post yg tak mencabar minda

kaki siapakah???


selamat hari jumaat...huhuhu.
aku sedang mengemas2 barang nak balik rumah,
erm chinese new year minggu neh.
okey, selamat menyambut chinese new year to all my fren, gong xi fa chai
esp; melissa edward and maureen chua,huhuhu..
ops, and oso to benjy, hehe.
la actually benjy neh budak yg join campus election hari tuh, maureen ngn aku merupakan penyokongnya... hahahaha.
tapi dia tak kenai kitaorg pon, uh sad hah???
abel benjamin kot tak salah aku nama dia, kitaorg panggil benjy, konon2 jela.. hahaha, perasan kan???
kerana undi seciput aku and maureen dia menang,hahahahaa...
takdelah, manyak kot orang undi.

lepas cuti manyaknye test,
so bercuti pon tanpa ketenangan. haha.
maybe aku mai awai kot kat usm.
cuti kejap2 dah la, asyik nak cuti je, macam kanak-kanak aku neh,,hehe
*cuba pujuk hati sendiri.
erm dah 520am dah, sekejap jea masa berlalu.huhuhu.
tadi kitaorg dok mencerita "creepy story"hehe...
natijahnya, mel kena tito bilik kalai.
bilik kalai sebelah bilik aku je kot.
aku memang tak tido.huhuhu.
ntah lom mengantuk. *logikkan alasan tersebut???hahaha.
owh, ok aku akan tido dalam bas esok...

apa yang aku akan buat esok??
kuar awal pagi,
*pasti ramai orang kat feri and stesyen bas.. yela kan dah cuti..
sampai selamanya...
beli barang mak aku pesan,
*belum sampai umah g mak aku dah pesan macam-macam...hahahahaha
then, balik...
makan,
melapor kegiatan selama beberapa minggu neh
mendengar kegiatan seluruh ahli keluarga sepanjang minggu
tunggu ecah balik sekolah agama,
dengar cerita beliau dan kawan-kawannya.
malam,
cuba menjadi student yg baik dgn baca buku2 yang aku bawa balik utk stadi.

p/s; sebenarnya aku mcm takda pa nak post here. ouh*post yg amat merepek again, dari aku... tak mencabar minda lansung...huk

.cik kiki.



Tuesday, 9 February 2010

.sengal or single???

uhuhu... malam suda larut, mungkin dah menjengah pagi... i cant sleep, awake for nothing, buat mende mengong. tengok muka buku, jumpa kawan lama kat sana, huh semua dah besor, grown up, dah tua. tahun neh, me will be 22. amat bahagia, seketika ini, harap Allah kekalkan bahagia ini selalu. aku single. aku suka frasa tuh, awalau aku tak penah nak masukkan my status dekat muka buka, buat apa??? penting ker nak masukan kat situ then cakap "kita singlet"hahahaha. we dont have to advertise ourself, thats too*yawn*

when the times comes, it will just happen. tak perlu nak jadi wanita ayu, pretend for something that not us.(bagi aku la) kenapa?? takut jadi single?? kalau sekadar nak jadi "pair" sebab ramai manusia lain pun "pair" jugak, *what the heck?? malu?? sebab umur dah nak graduate tapi belom ada "pair"?? *childish. kanak-kanak pun akan ketawa bagai nak rak kalau dengar.

"wanita baik untuk lelaki baik". kenapa nak sibuk kejarkan lelaki baik??? kejar benda dalam tangan, diri sendiri . hmm aku pun belum cukup baik untuk lelaki yg baik, panggilah aku sang materialis atau apa, aku cuma harap ditemukan dengan lelaki baik, malu kerna aku masih belum sesuai. banyak yg kurang sana sini. aku masih mencari diri membetulkan diri, ya betul.. selamanya kita takkan jadi sempurna, tapi takkan kerana tu kita nak berhenti mencuba.

kalau kita milik bersama, Allah akan temukan, pergilah kemana ja, alih-alih ada je yang mendekatkan. tak perlu sibuk nak bagitahu karekter lelaki idaman.. that's totally ridiculous, kamu mengaku cintakan seseorang, tapi kamu cakap kamu cintakan dia sebab dia caring, responsible, pandai masak and so on. logik kah?? kalau dia dah tak pandai masak, tak caring lagi, dah lupa tanggungjawab.... cinta pon hilang?? begitu?? mudah klasifikasikan hati sendiri... tanpa alasan sebenarnya, kalau kita cintakan dia.. tanpa apa-apa yg perlu membatasi. tak sempat nak fikir karekter dia, kalau cinta kitatetap akan cinta dan kalau dia pergi.... biarlah dia pergi, asalkan dia bahagia.

entah, aku bukan si expert cinta. hahaha. umur 22 bukan menjadikan aku expert dari budak 13 tahun, aku selalu mengelar diri sang optimist. tapi aku skeptic yg yang tak mahu lukakan hati sendiri, aku pilih wajar menunggu yang satu. aku perasan modern, tapi aku pompuan kuno yg penakut. *

enjoykah single?
tanpa ragu-ragu aku jawab yesh!!

aku tak perlu jadi pelapor semua kegiatan, pegi kelas, balik kelas, makan ke blum, nak pakai baju kaler apa and so on. perlu ker?? kadang-kadang izin mak ayah pon kita tak minta, tapi gigih minta izin si dia, yg belum tentu siapa2 pada masa depan. *aku tak kata bercinta tak elok, tapi berpada-padalah.. berlebihan tu boleh mendatangkan riak...

aku tak payah pegang handphone 24/7. aku ini amatlah pelupa, lupa charge telepon, kedekut nak topup ;P, suka silentkan phone and forgot kat mana letak. then, aku takkan jadi peserta realiti cinta yang baik, hari pertama dah out. hahahaha.


aku bukan si manis. aku bercampur baur, aku jarang manis, banyak masam and pahit dan kadang-kadang masin. aku kasar, oleh kerana semua orang sibuk mencari karakter, aku memang kalah tanpa bertanding*aku memang tak ingin bertanding pun. aku bukan perempuan sweet yang cakap manis-manis, eii aku geli. hahahahahaha.

i choose single.
dan kalau dah cukup umur, ikut je kot sapa pilihan my ayah and mak.
they know me better than myself.


hahahahahahaahhaha

.cik kiki.




Friday, 5 February 2010

.my biggest acknowledgement of appreciation

trying to sorok muka sendiri*haha

huhu, sebenarnya entry neh aku shud post semalam. hmm, semalam my busy day (rabu), pagi adae kelas critical reading, hmm tutor. then my english literature tutor class, huhu then my public speaking class, then lecture for my english literature, then my public relation tutor class. aku penat tahap gaban, uh penat amat. cuaca pulak agak panas, malam tu rase macam nak demam, tak sempat nak bloggy coz aku tido awai, then prepare for my presentation today(khamis).

kerana selasa malam rabu sebelumnya, aku amat sibuk prepare for my public speaking speech, last minute preparation, and its went awesome the next day, thanks to aina and bell coz willing to be my model that day.*huhuhuhu, amat hepi. aku juga amat bezi menulis belog malam tuh kerana mata takleh tido, and around 5 am aku tido sekejap sebab nak gain some tenaga, kang blur lak my otak yg sediakala blur...hahaha. before sleep, buat kerje tutorial for my critical reading.

my critical reading class the next day was really enjoying, amat best.we had a debate dgn tajuk " size does matter?". when our beloved DR ask us tentang tutor task, adoiyai..................... aku tersalah wat soalan, and the DR said that nak jadikan tugasan tutor tu as quiz. aha,*satu lagi kenyataan yg mengejutkan.

aku yg amat gigih menjawab soalan-soalan tu pada malam sebelumnya, mula hilang arah.*tapi as always, aku pretend la mcm optimist, minta DR kasi lebey time aku nak wat the real question that i supposed to do, DR tu macam tak kasi. she keep mention about one student that ponteng her lecture the day before(selasa), which is me, akula manusia tak guna yg ponteng kuliah dan sedang menerima pembalasan atas dosa sendiri. dah mula redha dah.

she said" if u want to do another question then all of your friend should do the question that you do then". uh, ade process reverse osmosis la pulak.

aku jawab"DR, its kinda majority, better me do their question rather than they do mine.. i'm the one that make mistake... we follow majority,*sambil gelak ketawa cover"

she said"i'll put on my blog today saying that, the student that do not go to my class yesterday had answer the wrong tutorial question today..

aku jawab"owh DR, u had a blog... how about exchange our link.. bla bla( something like that)"

she said"owh, u dont want to know it(her blog), i always talk about my student.. not a very good one"

aku jawab"owh DR, i dont mind(curious voice)

she said"instead using ur name, i often use ur 3 last no of ur matrix no, uh like u shakirah, i'll call u 304"

aku jawab"ok DR, i'll try to google my matrix no then....lol(sempat lagi dok bergelak ketawa aku, tak sedar diri salah wat keje).. hmm can u give me sometime i'll try to send(the task) this evening...

she said"i'll meditate this matter................

class continuue,

then she said, "everyone can sent the tutorial task tomorrow"

then me answer"DR, i'll say thank you on my blog then"

she laughed.

and i really mean it...... thank so muck DR, mucho2.......
and really sory for being the talkative, the naughty, the mess up, the trouble maker in your class.

lots of thanks,
;)
.cik kiki.

Wednesday, 3 February 2010

.my subjects for this sem

uh, sila lihat siapa sedang membaca buku*keajaiban sedang berlaku,hahah
(pic was taken, last sem @lib)

semester baru, eh actually dah masuk minggu ke 5 dah*if i not mistaken la=P. since dah tak tahu nak mengomel ape, and kinda nak membasuh kembali otak aku yg berkarat and juga membuat peringatan kepada diri ini. lets talk about what subject did i took this semester.

uh, ada 4 major paper this sem, ops forgot to tell u all what exactly my major, aku amik khusus english language studies and minoring in communication studies. pada semester ini otak aku telah dan akan bertambah serabut dengan,

  1. oral communication and public speaking. ini adalah subjek tanpa exam, there will be 4 speech yg kena present depan manusia lain, satu speech dah lepas, speech to inform; which i talk about "how to wear dress according to your body figure". then esok will be my next speech, dan aku amatla terhegeh-hegeh menulis belog.*kiki bkn contoh student yg baik,huh

  1. critical reading and writing. subjek yg melatih membaca n menulis dgn kritikal,huhu.*p/s; aku baru je terponteng kuliah subjek neh pagi tadi, uh... again i'm not a good example...hahaha. end of this semester, kena writing a critique. uh, cant wait that!!!

  1. style and contemporary litreture in english. uh, i like this subject, mucho2...;) we have to read about 5 compilation of short stories, every book 5 stories.. err, depend la. then kena try to understand style of the author, kenapa dia used certain event dalam storynyee. aku sukee. tutorialnya paling best, its conduct by my lecturer's phd student, miss tahire... kelas yg sgt happy*cik kiki sedang bersikap bias,...

  1. psycholinguistic. subjek hari isnin, dari lecture hingga tutorial all together straight away. konsentrasi hanya pada sejam pertama, selebihnya 2jam aku membuat kuliah sendiri dalam minda. haha. ui, subjek neh focus pada brain anatomy*seingat aku la... and how brain menjana language.. agak2 gitula lebih kurang:p minggu depan ada kuiz... and kena wat research gak tentang special person such as; down syndrom, autisme, dyselexia, alzheimer and ada lagi kot.. tentang macamana diaorang produce language. sabtu neh kitaorg are going to pulau tikus, pegi center kat sana...... then jalan2...huhu
my minor paper satu je sem neh. kiki amik, unit dan penuh;(
  1. public relation. kelas yg bahagia. kenapa?? hari jumaat hanya kelas neh je, 8-10 pagi.... huhuhu... then jumaat adalah hari balek rumah*dah berapa minggu aku tak balek...hahaha. macam mass com neh, we have to chose certain subjek yg kita nak, ada media management, journalism, script writing, television studies, cinema studies, and so on. so aku pilih public relation, lagi dua belum decide, but i kinda suka script writing..... uhuhuhu, maybe wat elective kut.. ntah, karang fikir.
then, satu subjek universiti.
  1. general english. nie kira macam subjek wajib la, mcm its already designed for certain school,mcm budak sains kena wat saintifik english kalau tak salah management kena wat bussiness english and so on.. gitula kot(malas nak explain) *pemalas amat aku neh... uh, khamis aku gak ada presentation for this subjek. adakah minggu neh minggu presentation sedunia?????

semua subjek itu berjumlah 19 unit, ala rugi satu unit tau. tula kalau tak aku nak wat teori and penyelidikan komunikasi sem neh, tapi its already fix to budak major komunikasi je la pulak. takpe, ade la great thing yg Allah dah takdirkan. wish me lots of luck sem neh, nak dekan sem neh. insyaAllah.


go go kiki.
u can do it.
.cik kiki.


p/s; kenapa semua no subjek yg aku listed jadi no 1. belaka??? sebenarnya typing error, hmm but maybe its better that way, to show some sense of priority.....huhuhuhuhu *kiki sila sedar diri....study weh

Monday, 1 February 2010

.lost


salam, hurm dah almost 5 lebih, i cant sleep,huh baru abih bace novel, cari bahan sket for my speech, facebooking, berangan sana sini. hmm tunggu subuh terus la, kalau tido time neh sure terbabas nyer... ntahla, sekarang aku sendiri tak tahu nak taip ape kat my bloggy, buat post yg so hampeh, macam tak de mende, huh, adakah otak aku tak berada di tempatnya??? i'm kinda lost....................

entahlah*itu antara perkataan yang aku suka kata, ntah, ntah n ntah. macam mengong je;(


aku yg sengal..
cik kiki