.penang mendung (:

i thought i'd drop you easily

but that was not to be

you burrowed like summer tic

so you invade my sleeps and confuse my dreams

turn my night to sleepless itch

                                      -owl city

penang yang mendung, tiada bintang

really miss the star!!!

.baju kembang

dengan kak nini, munir and tapit

tetiba rasa rindu pada budak pakai baju kembang pink dengan kasut hijau dan sandarkan tangan kat dinding tanpa risau apa-apa dengan mulut tak reti senyum.. sombong gila, hahaha

*i used to called it baju kembang instead of "gaun" (gown),hahaha and somehow till now still wondering why tapit love that kind of shirt yg bercorak abstract itu so much dulo-dulo, sampai nangis-nangis nak pakai.. haha

sampai sekarang mereka-mereka,

my cousins kak nini, munir plus my adik, tapit masih tinggi dan tinggi ;p

Vanilla twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here





currently listening to this song on repeat, over and over again.